Wow...I used to be a jerk! I'm..sorry/clean up

Some of you ((specifically like around 12)) have probably gotten apology messages from me...that are kind of really...REALLY late. I was...a really short sighted little prick back and college and even a bit before. I owe many of you apologies for how I acted or how I treated people both on and offline. I pushed people away when they got close, sometimes literally pushing them away. I have trust issues. I still have them. I'm..trying to deal with them. Because of that, I put my trust in the wrong things or acted like a total shoob. But that's no excuse. Friends are precious people; even if you don't talk to them often you should always have their backs. Their supposed to be friends because they are people you can trust...and I don't think I realized that..and I hurt people. I don't talk to people online much anymore outside of comments and replies on DA so I don't really know how all my watchers are doing or if all my online buddies I don't talk to much are okay. I hope you guys are. It took some really bad stuff happening to me offline to realize just how bad a friend I'd been, how badly I screwed up, and just how many good friendships I ruined because I was a major idiot and a jerk at the time.

  For those of you who know me now, you probably notice I don't do much commenting outside of DA comment/replies or send alot of notes or do very many comic-style OCTS. I've been pretty busy lately for the past few years since college so I haven't had time to get into things like that which'd require a more in depth sort of thing between deviants. I'll probably go back to doing comic-based OCTS next month when my computer is fixed, accepted to a college (FINALLY) and when all of my tests are over. (I can't stand the SAT...I really can't...)

You may also notice some older characters in my DA pictures are disappearing. I'm getting rid of some of my worse pics. But don't worry, they won't be gone long. I plan on re-doing them to fit the revised characters better. However, some characters are now completely different in personality and looks as well as backstory. This is because a few characters are now no longer existant. Like Eloine or characters too similar to me or real life friends (Like Toodle, Toz, Fluffy, Bucky, Danny, Pat, Jessica, and Cappy Artistry). Also, some minor characters that I only drew once I'll be deleting. (Like the triangle maker.) This is because their personalities are going to be incorperated into the revised characters. As it stands, I have 104 characters..and that's just too many, so I'm basically packing similar personalities into several various revised main characters.