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Journal Entry: Fri Apr 18, 2014, 10:56 AM
  • Mood: Thrilled
  • Listening to: blender tutorials
  • Watching: blender tutorials
  • Eating: I wish
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper

I've been having panic attacks lately. Like...alot of them. To the point where I almost had to go to the emergency room. But people still keep blaming me of stuff I never did and acting like it's my fault their lives suck it seems. No wonder I'm having panic attacks. Right? It seems like everyone likes to put their complaints on DA journals so I figured I'd try it.

I can't really say I care much about the fact I'm having panic attacks. I've grown used to the idea that they are going to happen since I'm in a highly stressful environment with no foreseeable solution available yet. That is not to say I'm entirely complaining. I've got lots of great friends here who look out for me. 

I mostly just wanted everyone to know that if I'm inactive for a while compared to usual, it's because I might be at the hospital.

I'm also writing a book for Camp NanoWriMo with my character Mrs. Green as the protagonist. I won't be posting the whole story onto here but I may post an excerpt once Camp NanoWriMo is over depending on if anyone wants to read part of it.

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