Lately when I go to sleep, everything is peachy. I have the usual dreams and all; usually being in one of my favorite anime or being a mythologist with a keen knowledge of Norse myths or something...don't ask.

Anyway, lately, everytime I fall asleep there's always a character with black hair and red highlights. I don't really get what's up with this person but last night's dream was probably the weirdest so far. I was eating ice cream on Christmas or something when Adam's car pulled up in our drive way. I went out to go see what the heck he was doing here and we got to talking and he...err..he asked if I'd go back out with him. I told him there was a guy who just wouldn't let me go that easily and he seemed crestfallen at that. We just spent the rest of the time talking and I felt like I had someone special back.

Then I woke up, and realized that the Adam in the dream's hair was down and had red highlights. The feeling of joy was gone...and now I'm sort of P.O'd...who gave this person the right to invade my personal thoughts like that? I probably should be angry, but I'm moreover ashamed than anything. Why wasn't Dusty-sama in my dream? Why do I keep comparing Dusty and Adam? Am I really in love with either of them?
Adam once said that he'd jump in front to protect me before I could take a bullet for him.
Dusty admitted to being to scared to jump in front of a bullet even though I'd do the same for him.

What's going on with me and my whacked out dreams, and how the heck do they connect these three people?!